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| We're off again to a brand new start with the words to say, "you flew too far, too far away." but ive packed my things, my lighter and my drink, and i'll set this place on fire before i'd ever give you the time of day. you've got a lure, those undeniable words that always bring me back. that kiss, those eyes could make fireflies dance the night when really i struggle to find words to impress you. take this heart back from the sidewalk where you left it and i promise i'll forget it, i swear i won't let you go. so back to the start, a new beginning. i won't go far, no i'll stay right here this time and hope pray it's right. for every single night i wondered if you saw the same stars in your sky as were in mine. | | |
| so we were both in the back seat. how convenient. you didnt even give me warning, no time to question your motives, and then you laid your head down on my lap. this is heaven, this is bliss. every street light reflects a sparkle in your eyes, and then they closed tight. you were so peaceful, so right. i never wanted to stop the car, and if i had my choice you know this would have been the night everything would have began. a kiss to mark the true feelings and a brand new start...soon sweetie, we'll never have a reason to part... | | |
| i had a dream about you last night...you forgave me, and said that you were sorry, and that you loved me...we kissed...we have never kissed before, and even though it was a dream, i felt it. it was so real, and it was the best kiss i have ever had in my life...then like always i woke up and you were gone... | | |
| crush me, break me....make me feel your pain. its ok i deserve it anyway...i cant believe you dont realize how much i love you. yeah, i just said it. Ranae Holdeman, i am in love with you, and now it's too late. you were my soulmate. you were the reason i got up every morning. you were the reason i smiled. and when your gone you're the reason i cry. ill let you go, ill take the dive, cause you mean so much more to me than being right. if its anger and hurt and loss you feel, blame me...and never let anyone let you down the way i have. you are the most amzing, beautiful person i have ever known, and i know that God is working, and i know how much ive been fighting him to do what i think is right...ive never been right in what ive done, only in how ive felt...time to take action to do the best thing for all of us. ill let you go, ill fall on my own...dont worry about me, love, ill be caught before i hit bottom, and you'll never be forgotten... and rememebr that "a friend is a friend forever if the Lord is lord of them, and friend will not say never, because the welcome will not end, and those its hard to let you go...in the Father's hands i know, that forever's not too long to live as friends" i hope ive been straight forward enough with how i feel, and i know it makes no difference now, but sweet dreams... | | |
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